if you think im not going to chalet because of one big clown and the other smaller clown.
den i think you are thinkin' too highly of yourself.

[wrote this because zhilong told me to go to the chalet for a certain reason. but i have a really good and solid reason why im not going to the chalet.]

to the rest,
have fun and enjoy.
=]

gratitude

alrighty.
i lied. that wasn't my last entry.
this is.

because not many people knows my livejournal account and i think i owe people gratitudes.

basically.
secondary life. past really fast. it seems like just yesterday when mrs kim that woman was telling me to do chores for her, and when mrs tay scolded me for my graph.
it seems like yesterday when i erased my graph book till there was a hole (yes, mrs tay's doings, but i love her lots)
it seems like yesterday when i got into 3B and facing weird people, different people with different character and attitude for the first time.

probably. it's the first time that i got such humiliation because of the word "trust".
maybe we didn't trust each other, that's why shit happens.

but whatevers.
graduation day is over.
secondary life is over.
the thing for me now, is to forget abt it.

thanks to all the teachers who had caught me for my school uniform, not happy with me or whatsoever.... not.
nevermind, you wun have a chance again.

and thanks to all teachers who scolded me for anything. especially mrs tay. =] made me tore my graph book by erasing too much. paiseh.

mr raymond loh teases me too much. but whatevers. just remember him as the skin and bone.
mr ng boon hwa. wee~ curry puff hair.
mr lee kong wee. hmm.. violent old man.
miss chua. nice and soft spoken teacher. looks extremely enthu this year.
mr fong. ermm..
mdm vijaya. thanks to her. our humans not bad sia.
miss kwa. "im telling you the truth" but seriously, thanks for making me getting a distinction in geog for my whole life this year.
mrs raja. well.. hope you are doing well in RV.
mr go. talk cock teacher. (burn the formulas and dissolve em' in water and drink em' up. thank god i didn't buy that)
mrs yip. jokes.
mrs tay. thanks alot for helping me in algebra and graph.
miss lee. thanks for grading my last artpiece so high. i dun think i really deserve that. now that im looking at it, it sucks.

should be all?

okok. now? friends
like as if im not seeing you guys anymore. =p
but thanks to everyone mentioned here in this entry.

sharlene, xuanzhi and zhiyu : thanks to you 3 man. great monkey business always. continue with the monkey business.

the boys. (John, Lijie, Adrian, Token, Guoxi, Oliver, Zhilong, Hafiz, Perry, Marcus or anyone i didn't mentioned but you should know)
yes i know. great great great big big big extremely unhappiness between us. but thanks for those happy days. laughable till now.
and maybe we should start defining "trust" than "life" at this point of time.

classmates. (peiyong, Stephanie, Wanting, Jennifer, Shujia, Yanping, Aiyi, kaili, kwoonjiew, songta, jiayi, yourui, yuanfeng, jianrong, jiayang, zichao, pohling, xinyi, xueting, jingzhen and so on)
well. good luck. and thanks for those time we had together.

khengmay, melvin, ili and eileen. thanks alot for those laughs and everything. (khengmay, call me after the O's. we go shopping together okay?)

junping, winston, peihwa, qizhen, khengmay. go watch movie together lah... very long never see junping pay for all our tibits already!

jiaquan, webster, waichien, weisong, renjye, mandy, serene, laila.
not very close since... you know you know.
but still. memories.

esther, jinhua, zhanhui. whao. thanks man. especially zhanhui the wiseass!!! =]

to all graduating classes.
good luck for the O's.
think abt the plans you planned for since the beginning of the year what we intend to do after the O's. this is the time.
so near yet so far. =p

well. seriously. good luck.
for those who wanna go JC. good luck with ur new classmates and new teachers and score well to go to universities!!
those who wanna go poly, good luck with ur points to go study whatever course you've been dreaming since young.


some pictures from peiyong and kaili's camera from the graduation day.
be either happy or upset with me for posting your pictures. but i only edited a few. so im going to put up those edited.





lastly. i know you are sick of it.
good luck to all graduating classes for the upcoming O's.
endure and it's over.



Peace and Love
Play On.

big fuck

i guess alot of people wanna know why i flared up today.
or why i looked troubled.
and a lot of people do wanna know, what's happening to everyone?
who's in the wrong?
here it is, my side of the whole situation.
(for everyone's information, i typed this entry so as not to suffer from depression. if keep everything inside, will die of depression one okay?)

fine.
"what's ur fucking problem?"
i said that, one week ago.

now.
"go ahead and talk whatever shit you want.
i just know that it's super despicable to try to psycho my friends to hate me as well."

free world policy.
you can say whatever you want. but don't you think that psychoin' my friends is a little bit too much? in fact, it's indeed too much.

1. i didn't assume that you assume that i spammed ur blog. but you talk abt it so loud in the morning that i told my friends to come spammed ur blog ( i didn't) and abt me being a no-lifer.

and for your information, i dunno who spammed ur blog.
plus, till now i still cannot stand the "x", so obviously im not being a plastic around here right.
and plastics are rich. duh.
and seriously, it's funny looking how spammers can suddenly start a conversation of their own in just one tagboard.

and it's pretty ironic for you to say that spammers are no-lifers. cause i believed you once told me before that you used to spam other people's blog. some more you say you no-lifer. still go and scold other people no-lifer. funny sia.

2. define life.

go check dictionary lah. bozo.
or you can go ask NYDC's staff what their slogan means.
surely it wun take you long to reach one NYDC outlet.

3. being critisized.

come'on. i've been critisized since i was young. short and all. i bet it's so obvious that crap-talking-hitler has been laughing at my height ever since i entered this class. demoralising enough? and please, fugly to me doesn't mean fugly to other people.

and please, there are alot of people out there who thinks im fugly too. so? no big deal wad. im pretty to my parents and sister's eyes. as long as they love me, im done with it.

(yeah. go ahead and say that i have a high-esteem. high-esteem people make big money ok? more confidence. plus, im not to the extent of licking and kissing my whole body before i go to sleep. this is totally disgusting and psychotic)

4. i dun fucking brag abt my friends.

dun think there's a person called "blaze"?
go commewealth MRT area. he left a graffiti last time on some place when we were there the last time. cannot find? nevermind, i'll take a picture o the graffiti when i walk past next time.

and "blaze" is quite a common street name if you know.
just like imran said, you guys are not "street smart" at all.
well, somehow, after you guys think im bragging abt my friends, i believe what imran said. afterall, imran is a funny ass.

dun believe got people called "xenos", "liza" or whatever. you go walk around orchard, got graffitis. afterall, they are quite secretive people.
because they are malays? or some are mixed blood.
dun like racist people like you people.
phlegmatic if you ask me.

(oh yah. if you say that im ironic if i hate racism. yeah, i do hate racism. especially against malays. for you know, you must be sure as you have malay friends, and i do have malay friends. celine, hafiz (primary school that one lah) look very smart can?
monkey "say cannot say cannot!")

big fuck lah. that blaze. fucker. go and burn off the picture we took together the other time because of her. pictures. memories sia. what's ur problem huh? nevermind, we shall take more picture next time... since i got camera. oh yah, i need a bigger size memory card. 128MB? anyone? know? cheap memory cards? tell me where.

some more i know a few more friends this year cannot is it?

i dunno is it or just celine and imran said it.
"they jealous they dun have friends while you have."
maybe i would... agree to a certain extent.

duh. more friends go out more right?

dun believe what i say den dun believe lah.
like as if i got plead you to believe sia.
and it's kindda weird. i told no lies. i bragged nothing.
so what's there to expose?


5. ahh. no-lifer. humji kia.
good you admit sia. save a lot my energy to type words here.
oh yah. XXX said this before "only no lifers play maplestory".
haha!

6. skating. nah, im not a pro. but im working towards a pro.
surfing, hell yeah. imran, surfing fun right?
cannot ah? i surfed for 2 days in my whole life can?
i scared sharks in australia waters.
deadly you know?

7.
jinghan "talking to them somehow... is totally pointless"
jansen "i know. can tell."

ok.
let me make it clear to everyone who loves/hates/fucking love/fucking hate to read my blog.
anyone with the least amount of common sense will know that.
keanu reeves or actors/actresses who appear on tv shows/movies, is totally a different issue with abusing the word "act".
not clear?

ok.
what does keanu reeves/or any other actors or actresses have to do with the statement "act byebye"?
what does keanu reeves/or any other actors or actresses have to do with the statement "get an act"?

lastly.
say whatever you want to say to anyone.
i know myself clearly that im fine and healthy. (yeah zhiyu. i know i do look sick today. feel like puking sia... when i see that disgusting ass some more. reached my throat... big fuck. lucky never puke. all because of yesterday lah. 4am den reach home. damn tired sia. i go sleep after im done with this.)
i do not brag.
i do not lie. (except to my mom)

and i would like to thank all my friends who ain't psycho by them, remained neutral, or believe that they are trash-talker.

"they are just gathering this whole group to go against you because they know they are losing out."
"he's a soreloser trying to find a scapegoat "
"humji kia"
"cowards"
"they got no proof den anyhow say you"
"psychotic people."
"no-lifers"
"i hate their malicious laughter"
"none of their business anyways."
"they no-life want to know your life what..."
"i feel that they want to tell ppl that they are rebels but they are extreme muggers at home"


well. i dunno if these are encouragement or whatsoever.
but well, thank you.

"time will reveal the truth."



till then.
peace out.
(obviously i do not wish it to affect my O's and you dun wish this to affect ur O's or whatsoever. or you may claim it doesn't affect ur O's. but i dun freaking care. if you hate me so much, why spend so much energy and time on me?)

and till then
it would be a pleasure if you would just stop brain-washing my friends to hate me.
very despicable.
exremely.
lowering ur status.

i think...
i made a good friend today.
thanks for your time in school today.
=]


p.s.
i will not be blogging here anymore.
instead, i will be blogging at livejournal.
thanks everyone for their encouraging tags.
livejournal rocks. =]